Good morning. It is eight o’clock. I am late to work. I feel like piece of sh..t – weak and hungry. Made it to work – first time the smooth Jazz radio station started irritating me.
AC is too cold at the store. I start observing some temperature changes within my body. Sometimes it is too cold and sometimes it is too hot.I drank plenty of water. Had a run in the park. I have noticed that exercises kill hunger pretty good.
This time I ran with my neighbor Songul and realized that I am very aggressive. I attempted to steer the anger within myself towards creative energy. I thanked the trees for the power that they were giving to me – hoping that they would help me to survive.
Diluted orange juice was the best food that I had, after water of course.The same itching is still present and it does not look like it is going away. It is ridiculous, how many toxins I have in my body. Went to bed at midnight.
Same cockroach games and itching with sweating at night – that seemed to be standard for these past days. I decided to start a blog (prior to this day I was writing everything on paper) and describe body and spirit transitions. Could not sleep until 5am.
Later woke up and went to get rid of fluids. My head was hard and I barely could move my feet. I thought that was it. Can I hold till the morning? I turned out I could...4 more days left...
